ok sembrake is now approaching.. but for some thay already started their sembrake..

in our school the sembrake will be nxt nxt wk.. some we stil have to go in our classes this coming wk.

though..

i really dont want to go to school anymore.. since our final test this 2nd qrter is done.. so could we possibly do something..

well..

actually im kinda heart broken yesterday of i read in some of the forum of jay chou.. (if ever you know him..) 

i read that..

he already had a girlfriend.. oh.. and actually their relationship caught the attentions of many people in taiwan.. and in the showbiz... because since they kept their relationship people try to go onto their private lives.. there are paparazzi took pictures of them in tokyo Japan, while having like a "date" something.. in the picture jay is hugging patty.. by the way her new gf is patty hou.. a news anchor reporter.. but she's really a beautiful girl though..

anyways..

yeah they were caught.. and something also happen while they're already in tw.. a paparazzi is really chasing them until they stop in a cross-road bcoz of the stop light and jay was relly totally pissed off so he get out of his car and talked to the paparazzi and told to stop what his doing.. and while his goin back to his car the paparazzi started shouting that jay is punching him or what..

soo.. thats it.. i hope happiness for the both of them..

i really what to buy jay's new album entittled "November's Chopin".. i really cant wait for nov.1 to come coz i'll really gonna but that CD..

i really love his song there the "nocturne" or "Ye Qu" in mandarin.. its really a beautiful song plus the video was taken in a suburban place in new york.. where they are having a 6 degree celsius temperature.. oh that was so cold..

 initial D poster..

i also wanna but the DVD of Initial D.. well im hopin` that the DVD of Initial D is available here in the phil.. hehe.. well actually i really wanna watch it bcoz its a car racing thing like fast and the furious.. its also a illegal car racing..

-this is the pic that im talkin about..

- Jay chou screenshot from his video Nocturne..

-patty hou.. well actually i like her she's educated and beautiful.. new most beautiful anchor repoter in tw..

hehe.. im back.. its been a long time since i posted my daily things that im doin' everyday..

i had hard time to go online bcoz i've been busy studying.. yeah as if i really do..

but..

yeah i try to be responsible enough this time bcoz its hard if i failed again.. hehe..

there have been many things happen to me..

i had gone through hard times coping up and dealing with people arround me coz its a bit hard for me of what happen..

but then..

im so thankful that i already overcome it.. i already accepted that its already done..

and..

im so happy now.. and very thankful to my friends that they help me to forget it..

so im done with YOU!..

last tuesday one of princesses in my kada celebrated her birthday..

happy birthday Johanna Joyce!..

it was really fun..all of her friends relatives and her mom was there..

and..

i think she's happy..

bcoz..

the love of her life was there present.. though at first she thought that, that person might not come anymore due to some circumstances..

but then..

surprisingly that person come and surprice her.. bringing and very big gift..

hehe..

oh life.. its so hard to live happy without any problems..

how i wish..

god.. i have so many problems.. in school, at home..

i think the start of school wasn't that good.. bcoz im starting na nman.. my grades in my chemistry class is not that good..

i dont wanna start this skul year with these bad grades..

....

oh my god!..

this is kinda nka2hiya thing..

last friday in the skul, there was this activity.. were in you'll have to see all the teachers with those new once..

there was this new math teacher.. actually his not teaching the 3rd yr students instead his teaching some 2nd yr students and some 4th yr students..

what they did in our last activity, all the teachers dance.. he did also dance.. and he really got the attentions of all the hight skul students bcoz of his charisma..

and i was also go gaga with him..

hehehe..

dunno y..

then this week, i think last wednesday im with my friends then we saw him.. and he was soo cute..

at first when saw him.. you'll think if he is really a teacher or a new student..

hahaha..

but really he was soo cute.. and knina lng.. we had a mass sa skul.. our adviser was there pra bantayn kmi.. and my crush was also there para bantayan din kmi.. bcoz our adviser knows that some of us was having a crush with him..

but.. knina its was like nothing happens.. kc he just there sitting.. his not even talking to us saying like "hey will u please sing or participate in the mass.." something like that.. but he didn't do it..

hmmm..

but im like soo mush crazy with him.. bcoz all the time that the mass was going on all eyes wer looking to him.. hehehe..

it was told to us by our adviser, bcoz thats what she saw knina daw.. haha..

ohh.. how i wish he wud be my teacher nxt skul yr..

of he is still in the skul..

i want to be happy..

y is it so hard to be happy?..

haizz..

fun..

fun..

fun..

im refering to all the ppol..

haha..

i want all the ppol around me to be happy..

i dont want them to be like me..

haha..

so lonely..

i'll get over this thing so soon..

promise..

oh whatever..

i hate seeing him..

i hate boys..

its true..

haha.. the 1st wk of skul was really cool..

nd ung 1st wk nmin eh am bilis..

as if nothing happen for that 1 wk..

haha..

and lhat kmi ay wlang gnawa kundi man 3p..

hehe..

is that so mean?..

feel pretty always!..

haha..

what is tis?..

xenxa praning na nmn ako..

its so hard to be in love..

i think this is the hardest thing im fighting for the past few days/weeks/months/year/s of my life..

haha..

its so hard to deny everything that you feel everyday nd every minutes..

for real..

once lng ako na in-love..

..once lng ako na in-love ng serious..

nd the worst part is like..

..i fell in love with him head over heals..

yea'..

nd now im suffering..

if ever that i wud be given the chance to remove or to forget something from the past.. i wud choose the time that i met him..

hmmmm...

yeah, i wud really choose that part..

haizz...

y is this things happening to me..

im already suffering this love for almost 1 year.. more than..

yeah, 1 yr..

nd now hoping to forget him soon..

nd hes my friend 4 already 1 yr..

..more than 1 yr..

hmmmm...

i'll tell u more nxt tym..